
Each time when I feel like updating my blog, I will hesitate for a moment and then close the window without typing anything. When I type something, my mind will go blank and I will backspace everything I've typed. All along, the only place I've updated is twitter and my twitter account is linked to my facebook account. People who keep track of me usually visits my twitter or facebook, rather than my blog.
Well, I got so many things to do yet so little time. It's not easy to do it like this but at least I managed to settle it. Hopefully, there's no error inbetween. It's really rushing because I had to ask for opinions before deciding. In the end, I am sticking to what I think and yes, it's all done. I've got no other ways, no idea what to do. Shall see how when the time comes. I definitely have to do it before I finish spending all my money.
Recently, many things happened. I am still trying to learn from my mistakes and I seriously hope it will never happen again. I do not want to regret for the rest of my life if I just lose what I have now. Learning is part and parcel of life and I need to learn how to adapt to it. For the sake of my future, I have to, and no matter what, I know I'll be able to learn. All I need is time and constant reminding to myself.
You know, I am very upset. My ring dropped into the drain while bathing and it cannot be retrieved back. Darling tried to take it with a long stick, but failed attempt to do so. The drain is too deep and the ring is too small to be seen. Moreover, I think the ring has already sinked deep down when I informed darling about it. So sad. I can never get the same ring again because I bought it in Taiwan. ARGH~! Why so careless? *sigh*